i feel as though i have alot of random things to say suddenly but i have to get back to my long overdue-d OM tutorials.
I am exhausted from 5 days of sleeping at 2am and waking up knowing that there's tomorrow to deal with! And there's exams in 28 days but I have nothing in my brain, well, nothing enough to tide me through with an A that is.
I think the weather, coupled with exam stress and this fever that doesnt go away is just driving me insane. i slept 5 hours away today, just like that:(
now, i'm desperately trying to make up for lost time, which reminds me i have 3 BIG things due on 14thnov. shit=X
this is what you get for procrastinating.
okay, i'm actually just filing. HAHA
COLD ROCK anyone?there's just something about that blue and white.
it makes me happy. HAHA.
we're going some place this friday to catch up and take a break from everything.
afterall, its halloween and we've been so caught up with work.
time to MAKE time for the people i love :}
the long weekend has certainly brightened my spirits.
its like pieces of my life are finally falling into place. i'm adapting, for one, even though it feels like i still have a million things on hand, i get this sense of optimism out of nowhere. its so random but whatever, at least that keeps me going.
i hope this lasts till end term! i definitely need some fighting spirit to conquer the exams.
uni isn't as easy as i thought it would be, so screw you who said uni was gonna be a breeze if i could get pass A levels! HAHA.
In uni, there is so much more you need to do and i defintely need much more organisation when it comes to assigments. i never, i repeat, NEVER want to find myself rushing for a deadline again, especially when it can be completed alot earlier. okayy, i'll try at least.
Less bumming around, less moping and of course less stoning.
H o n o u r s, f i r s t c l a s s! HAHA i wish.
sidetracking a little, terence and i had a fruitful recee of bedok and kallang on sunday. it helped alot in terms of firming up the proposal. at least we're going somewhere now. sometimes we put too much pressure on ourselves not because we're pressurised by others but simply because we wish for SLC'08 to be a memorable experience for the campers. i hate the feeling of disappointment. in short, i just hate failure... haha who doesn't. pray the camp's gonna be a blast!
anyway, i feel i've grown alot closer to jen these days. i don't know why!!! but thanks for making school so much more bearable! :}
At the end of the day, when it comes down to it, all we really want is to be close to somebody. So this thing, where we all keep our distance and pretend not to care about each other, is usually a load of bull. So we pick and choose who we want to remain close to, and once we've chosen those people, we tend to stick close by. No matter how much we hurt them, the people that are still with you at the end of the day - those are the ones worth keeping. And sure, sometimes close can be too close. But sometimes, that invasion of personal space, it can be exactly what you need.
-dr. meredith grey, grey's anatomy.
alright time to return to my SSA webcasts. goodnight!
